Within my blessed grief
I am,
being lost,
adrift on pinnacles
of diamond-ed pain.
The gulf between my mind
and butchered heart is filled
with a magnificent drumbeat
raining down.
My soul adores the slaughter, reveres the butcher,
rushes headlong down the mine shaft
that runs beneath my earth,
while I,
mole-like,
instinctively move forward
without sight or voice or fear.
I have nothing left
to fear,
having long ago
lost my way.